New Amor

you had a few issues
Needed someone to talk too
You found a friend
and began to tell all your problems
Now you knew there was a connection
began to build up sexual tension
At home you got no affection
the love was lost and you needed direction
the one at home was weak
“this person was useless” is all you could think
Finding someone new was your need
And this new someone was there indeed
Gave you everything you where looking for
Had you thinking of walking out that door
To start a new life with your new amor
The one at home had you bored
From head to toe you were attracted no more
All you wanted to do was to stay away
So with the new one you stayed with & played
Pitty you felt, for what was old
everything between you’s was cold
you enjoyed the warmth and the smiles that you got from the new
you knew that this person appreciated you
Now the time came where you had to tell
You wanted to move on
Your heart had fell
you were happy with someone else
“Its over, I no longer love you” was the first thing you said
you just wanted to get it all over with
Those tears were no longer your conncern
you no longer felt anything for her
So once again you said….
“Its Over!!”


112 – Damn

[Verse 1]

Damn why’d you have to look so good?
Damn why’d you have to be so sexy? Ohh ohhh
Damn why’d you have to dress so flyy?
Why’d you have to catch my eye?
ohh ohh wont somebody tell me why?
Damn why’d I have to fall in love at a time when I knew I wasnt
ready? ohh ohh
Why did I fall for you?
Why did I love her too?
What was I suppose to do? ohh ohh

[Chorus 1x]
Damn now i never meant to break your heart no
Damn and I never really meant to leave you alone babe
Damn but i had to except that we were not happy
I just wasnt working

[Verse 2]
Damn why’d you have to be so cool
At a time when me and ol’ girl was having our problems? oh ohh
Damn, why’d she have to be so cruel?
Why did I turn to you?
Did I make the wrong move?
Damn, why did you give me space?
At a time when that girl was trying to holla ohh
Damn why’d u have to take her place?
Why’d did you have to stay?
Why was it too late for us?

[Chorus 2x]

[Verse 3]
Baby I should let it go
Or should I let her know
I got another on the side and she does everything right
I dont know what else to do, I’m not happy with you
As she steps in and everything I need she’s giving me
I cant believe just how good she is to me
And i dont ever want her ever to stop cause I love her so much
All that i can say is

This song hits close to home – Too close


A True Feeling

I had to approach him cause he was my type
A strong fly Ital’/ Puerto Rican with light eyes
I gave him my number and we spoke about 3 or 4 times
Afterwards we lost contact, the moment wasnt right
For a year we lived our crazy lives
Then we finally met again – fate was on our side
He approached me
I was the only lady dressed down in this after hour scene
He said he thought he knew me
He asked me do i have a brother that lives down the street
In my head I said thats the wackest line to give a chick like
I said sorry but i have no male siblings
He said wait i know , didnt you work in a hotel in the city?
We were both on the train
riding into bk
Dont you remember? —– is my name
I was shocked, amazed
I never again thought id see his face
I hugged him so tight like he was a friend from back in days
I barely knew him but my heart felt a different way
I was totally diggin him
I knew there was a connection
He was real easy to talk to and fun to laugh with
I had never felt like this
I had butterflies in my stomach
He invited me over to his crib
So i took a trip out to Connecticut
I was excited
Once I got there he greeted me with a hug
Then he passed me a blunt
He took off my shoes and gave my feet a rub
Told me to relax as we sparked up the bud
It felt so weird cause ive never been taken care of
But i let it flow
Just livin in the moment, it was comfortable
His vibe was tranquil
I talked about it all & he listened
I was thankful
He securely showed me he was one i could trust
He made me feel like the world around us was all dust
He offered to be there for me
To call on him whenever im in need.
His side i didnt want to leave
This guy had me week in the knees
He seem to be the one i saw in my dreams
Inside and out
He was the one i always thought about
I didnt think he exsisted on this life route
But he did and he changed my entire life around
Im glad i met him when i was at my most down
He helped me learn what Life & Love really is
He’s the bestest friend that ever lived….

     .……….I LOVE YOU…………