For Real◇

☆Here at the ball
Disguises and all
Who’s who & what’s what
Unknown faces with
Well known voices
Masks with stiff poses
Is that a smile
Or are you broken
They walk around like cats
Sneaky & unnoticed
You’re intrigued by their looks
But is it the same when you open their books?
Some have fake laughs
& some have steel hooks
Some have Loose tongues
& some are twisted crooks
Real names with fake faces
And all familiar races
I now realize that this was never the ball
This was the real world disguises and all☆

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○Spidee Says “Take off your mask and lets get to know the real you”○

Always The Same

So he says his name is Bleep and so he wants to get to know me
He says he’s 34, spontanious and outgoing
He asked if i had a man
I said yes,
but it never hurts to make new friends
So he asks me if i smoke, hes got a blunt thats already rolled
With a smile i replied, sure, I’d love to toke
He told me a little about him and i told him a little about me
He said he is a Taurus, i said thats something i cant believe,
So he showed me his ID
I laughed
I told him im also a Taurus, did you know your birthday’s after mine
We should celebrate it together and get twisted out of our minds
All was cool till he said something that ruined my mood
I have a girlfriend but shes not important
i just want to have a lot of sex with a hot woman
I laughed and said
Yeah that’s what they all say
The story is always the same
He didn’t realize that he just admitted that he likes to betray
And all he wants is to play with the “Pussy”
And even though i wasn’t lookin to stray
It would’ve been nice to have made a new friend i can puff with someday….
Maybe Next Time
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Spidee Says “Lets Be Friends & Let Life Dictate What’s Next”

Routine Confusion

※Keeping my head spinning
Always making me feel it
Constant Heartache
With consistant lovin
Keep me feelin right
So why you always wanna fight
You pick me up but bring me down
Your the drug that makes me drown
Im consumed with all of you
Youre what they call “To Good To Be True”
When you met me you called me perfect
But that truly didnt stop you from steppin to the next
Now you say im your everything
But all you do is try to change me
Just when i think leaving is the right thing
You keep me here addicted like a fiend※

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Spidee & her 破 懷

安 & 愛

Self Love°•°

A lot of people worry about what others think
Worried if they can compete
Worried about who’s the next one to take there seat
A lot of people lack self security
Worried if they meet the standards of those they greet••
Its hard to have confidence when we (the people) let others bring us down
Realize, that there’s no one better than you or me in any town
No one can take your place
We all have the power to be the one the world wants to embrace
Its harder to walk around trying your best to be accepted
Positive self confidence is a lot less hectic°°
Let’s worry about ourselves before we worry about others
If we can love ourselves more
Then we can move a lot further…

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Spidee Says “Love Yourself”

{Sick}

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I’m so sick of this thing they call love
the effects that come along with it,
Disgusting
The jealousy, always wanting your partner there and if they are not, here you are pulling your hair
Disgusting
Always feelin bad if they don’t say I love you back
Disgusting
Always worrying about them and never about yourself
Always fighting cause they don’t care how felt
Disgusting
Losing track of your good friends
Disgusting
The tears of always being alone cause the only one you have to hold is never home
Disgusting
The lack of self esteem
Disgusting
Always worried where your partners been
Or if there is someone else your partner’s doin
Disgusting
Always waiting to feel loved
Instead they just want to fuck
Disgusting
I’m sick of it all… All love does is give you heartache
I’m tryin to stay far away from it
I no longer desire to be the idiot

I’m not hatin I’m just sick of it, I’m sure you get it….

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Spidee says “Just Love Yourself”